Thursday, February 11, 2010

What's left unsaid, Yeah things come around...

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The rich, brown sand parted with a sound like fabric ripping as the first boat settled into the shore line. The rowers dropped their oars and splashed into the murky green water. They began to drag the craft past the tide line, feet slipping and digging short trenches as they grunted and groaned. More boats began to dig into the shore, a platoon of tanned and weary rowers creating a commotion as they all worked on dragging the wooden beasts up the beach with whipped looks in their eyes. Ropes were sorted, untangled, drawn tight and fastened to large iron weights which were dropped further up the beach, being carried by ten men each. A fresh, salt scented breeze swept down through the bay and ruffled the red imperial banners flying from each boat. The rowers began to mingle into smaller groups, unloading crates and barrels and piles of lumber and stacking them accordingly in the large grass clearing that crowned the beachhead.

A man in a long red coat, lined with gold and black trim stood with feet on either side of the bow of the center ship. He lifted a hand and shouted out orders to the rowers, directing their actions from his pointedly superior position. The hand that was not drawing paths and singling out slackers laid softly on the hilt of a sword, reminding them all that disobedience carries a heavy penalty. As the work continued in a surprisingly orderly fashion, the commander took a long gaze at his surroundings. A green bay sat surrounded on two sides by tall, lush mountains and cliffs, funneling the breeze from the sea up the beach and into the trees past the clearing. He could hear the distant leaves rustle, limbs waving in slow, steady thrums. Even with the midday sun high above their heads, the forest in front of them lay so thick that it seemed not even the boldest drop of light could shimmer against the floor of dead leaves. He smiled and took a quick glance at the position of the sun and turned around, hopped to the deck of the boat and ran a hand through his salt soaked hair as he wandered towards the back. A group of men sat reclined against the hull, most with metal helmets pulled down over their eyes, a soft snore trailing out from under them.

“Wake up, men,” the man in the coat said. Helmets flew up and eyes darted to him, feet starting to find purchase on the wooden deck. “Pennysworth, you see to the rowers. Make sure they don’t drop any of the damn oil and have them push that tree line back. We’ll need all the room we can. Daryl, Richard, go get the others up and ready. Put my tent up and then make sure the others get theirs in order as well. Marmoth, you get a latrine dug, grab one or two of the peons to help you. Throw it as far back as you can.”

The group of men saluted and began to pile over the sides, armor and leather clanging and creaking with every movement. The beach was awash with activity as the man in the red coat resumed his watch from atop the bow of the boat, a hand stroking at his graying sideburns, and his piercing gaze tracking the movements like an eagle watching fish.

Smoldering campfires sent long trails of smoke up into the foggy morning air. The smoke rose and was soon lost in the low gray sky. A horn blew loudly across the clearing and sounds of rowers, soldiers and help arose from the village of tents. Groans and coughs ran through all their throats, and soon the latrine line was full of bubbling activity. Fires were stoked and soon after small groups were huddled around them for their first meal of the day in the muddied grass. Runners poured out of the large, canopied tent in the center of the clearing and began making their way along, dispensing orders handed down from Commander Siegfried. A tall boy who looked as if he should still be tied to his mother’s apron strings delivered a neatly folded letter to Pennysworth and the small group that had been in the commander’s boat. Pennysworth took it in his grubby, scarred hands and began to read from it silently, eyes flickering across the single sentence scrawled in a flowing, not yet dry script. The blonde runner looked around the camp with a bewildered smile, the fog cutting away the view of the mountains. Pennysworth grunted and tussled his graying hair. He slapped the letter to the boy’s chest. “Alright, off with y’now.”

Daryl looked up from his seat on the ground. “So what has the good Commander decided today?”

“Tighten up y’boots. We’re going for a walk.”

“Yessah, sergeant! For the good of the Kingdom, sah!” Daryl chortled and gave a mock salute as he stuffed the rest of his breakfast into his mouth. Pennysworth gave him a soft jab to the ribs with his foot and began to walk off into the center of the camp. “Where you going now?”

“To get the doctor. He’ll be coming along with us.”

Daryl choked slightly before Richard came out of the tent and slapped him on the back. They both watched Pennysworth’s back as it sauntered away from them and disappeared around the corner.

“That creep gives me the chills,” Daryl said under his breath, flicking the crumbs from his fingers.

“He’s just one of those brainy types. Teach a man to slice another man open and they get all uppity,” Richard mused, spitting on the ground as he did so, “Ach, you and I know how to do that and you don’t see us giving everyone the bumps.”

They booth looked over their shoulders as Marmoth swept his tent flap aside and strode out, a large hammer propped across his broad shoulders, hands dangling from each end, and that bright grin of his spread across his darkened face.

“Well good morning, Petunia” said Daryl, his teeth showing between his lips.

Marmoth’s grin began to fade. He gazed at the two ragged soldiers and cocked his head to the side before speaking. “Go get the other four. Then get a group of rowers. Find enough machetes, rope, water, and some dried beef. Back here within the hour, that clear?”

Daryl and Richard’s heads began to bob furiously.

“Then go.”

Their feet began to pound the ground. Marmoth watched them run off, and turned back to the fire shaking his head. The grin spread across his face again as he began to whistle and walk the direction Pennysworth had left. The soft creaking of his leather armor began to bounce slightly as a gentle skip worked its way into every fourth or fifth step.

The group gathered the edge of the tree line, the gray fog persisting still even as the soft glow of the sun began to make its way up behind the oppressive film. Straps on rucksacks were tightened, and the rowers huddled together, far enough away from the man in the long white coat but close enough to still make out the shapes of the soldiers. Small drops of conversation flooded in between them in random spurts, mostly about the weather and how good the porridge was that morning. The group of soldiers gathered around Pennysworth, their collective mood bringing a small sense of ease to the rowers who were still keeping a wary eye on the doctor.

“So, what’re we doin today, Sarge?”

“Well, as directed by th’Commander himself, in the manner of Royal Authority granted to him, and as laid out in his daily decrees, ‘find me that damn mountain’ seems t’be the current objective” said Pennysworth as he adjusted his pack.

“Why do we have to find the mountain?” asked Daryl, his daily whining starting off strong as ever.

Marmoth cleared his throat, every head in the area, and some beyond the veil of the fog whipped around to stare in his direction. “Good vantage point of the island. Would let us see what all she has in store for us. Gets the smell of you out from the tents for a while. That should about do it.”

Pennysworth nodded and slapped a hand on Marmoth’s broad back. “Right you are, boy-oh. Now c’mon, let’s be on our way.”

The undergrowth of the forest began to shake and titter as it was trampled under their feet. They moved along slowly, idle chatter filling the space in between ripping stray vines from their path and admiring the strange luminescence of the forest, fog settling in every nook and cranny yet a soft glow creeped in through the leaves high above them.

“So if we’re just looking for a path to that main spire, why do we need him?” Daryl softly asked Richard as he nodded to the doctor. As if on cue, the doctor’s head whipped around, his eyes bright and wild, shining with the greens and browns of the surrounding area.

“Why? Because I do not only participate in the study of a human’s anatomy, but that of flora and fauna as well! Perhaps there is a new type of creature on which I could operate and inspect and catalog for the library back at the capital! All the endless possibilities! Did you know that there’s a flower in the fields of Marchizan that can swallow a man whole? Great, large petals mimic the shape of a female and use a symbiotic parasite to squeal a high pitched song and then snap! It begins to digest them, flesh and bone and all! It’s quite a marvel to watch, really.” The doctor smiled, his rosy red cheeks supporting his cheerful eyes.

Daryl and Richard gave one another a wide eyed look of horror. They began working faster on clearing the path. Pennysworth chuckled from behind them and shouted out to the following rowers.

“Make sure you n’yours are marking every tree. We don’t want to be wandering around in here forever. Got that?”

“Yes, Sergeant” came a less than enthusiastic response from each of the rowers as their machetes looped around and carved a little deeper into each tree they passed, skinning chunks of bark off. Familiar sights glimpsed out at them through the fog; large trees reaching up into the air, tall orange and white mushrooms sprouting from a fallen log here and there, and the musty smell of moss draping over boulders. They crossed streams bubbling with fresh water, Pennysworth marking their location on a rough map he had sketched while they circled the island on the Grace, days before they set out in the rowboats. He tucked the charcoal stick behind his ear after every note, the soot rubbing into his hair. They broke for lunch in a small valley, the trees opening for a moment and pouring a view of golden and purple wildflowers into their eyes. The fog had long since cleared and the sharp midday sun bore down on their sweaty faces. Each finding a stump or rock or fallen trunk that had not yet rotted through, they sat and tore away at the dried beef from their sacks, the caps of their canteens thumping against the hide exteriors. The soldiers and rowers began to talk freely as the doctor moved further into the tall grass below, snipping flowers buds with his long, thin knife. Pennysworth and Marmoth stood aside and took in the scenery, hushed words flowing between the two with a shared grin cropping up here and there.

“So what’s your name, eh’?” asked Daryl of a rower.

“I ‘ave been called ‘Surly’, sir.”

“Shirley?”

“Surly.”

“Why’s that?”

“Because the last man to make that joke landed on his ‘ead.”

“Feisty lil’ bugger ain’tcha? Where’s that accent from? Uldar?”

“Rig’t you are. Was taken as a slave about six years ago.”

“Slave? You’re not a slave. You’re a rower!”

“Against my own will, yes. No room for advancement, no room for glory, though.”

“Getting to see the world, given clothing and shelter, contributing to the advancement of the Imperial cause is what you’re doing! I’d say that’s plenty fair for not being mowed down. Rowing’s not bad work after all.”

“Is t’at rig’t? You can ‘ave my spot on the way back t’en,” Surly smiled briefly and took a bite of his food, speaking around it as he chewed, “you do the working and I’ll do the lazing about.”

Daryl shook his head, smiling. “You’ll have to pardon me if I don’t accept. See, I’ve got a special talent for lazing about. Do what you’re good at, right?”

“You’ve got that right,” interrupted Pennysworth, strolling over to the group, tucking his charcoal pencil behind his ear again, “time for a little more exercise though. Should be at the spire in three more hours. Go get the doctor Daryl, and let’s be off.”

Daryl hopped to his feet and slung his canteen back over his shoulder and began grumbling about insanity and long knives as he waded into the grass to find the doctor. He returned shortly after, white coated figure in tow, and clutching his cheek.

“You must forgive me. I do get excitable amidst such newfound discoveries. How was I to know that you were not some carnivorous plant looking to swallow me whole?”

“Shouting out for you for a bit didn’t clue you in?

“Oh, there’s that but, um,” the doctor said as he shook himself slightly, “oh, but do let me see to that cut. Quite a lil mark that one will make if you don’t let me fix you up. Here, I’ve got some needle and thread. Ah, there we go, do come here.” He beckoned to Daryl, needle and thread trembling in his hands, the veins in his bony fingers showing through. His eyes were wide and his bottom lip was sucked in under his teeth. Daryl shrunk away, hands out in front of him as if trying to ward off a demon.

“No that won’t be necessary. We have to get going anyways; time is a wastin’, as Sarge always says, so here we go!” He took off almost at a dead run to get to the front of the line that was already carving through the grass and wildflowers. Pennysworth whistled a long, falling note as he watched Daryl flew past him.

“Maybe we should keep the doctor around a bit more often, eh Marmoth?”

“Might be an idea. I doubt it would get approval, however.”

“We’ll see what they have to say after this.”

They continued to march onwards, stirring up a small herd of deer as they reentered the forest on the opposite side of the valley. One giant buck stood as the others fled and gazed at the passing travelers, letting them interrupt his feast of mushrooms for only a moment.

“Fancy that, a deer that doesn’t fear dying,” Richard said. “Think he’s the thick one of the family?”

“Probably. Just like you,” chirped Daryl.

“Oy, shuttup you. Least I’m not the runt. Say, what’s that on its leg?”

Pennysworth stopped and turned his attention back to the deer. The buck’s head shot up and he began to bound off, but not before Pennysworth had a chance to see the long lines of a brand burned neatly into its rump. They all watched it as it sped through the forest. They could barely see its outline when it dropped onto its side and slid across the dead leaves. Pennysworth’s hand shot up and the rowers dropped to the ground. The doctor clutched a glass vial to his chest and began to slink away from the group. He rushed around a large tree and curled up at the foot of it, his hand stroking calmness into the jar as his eyes searched his surroundings. The soldiers lowered their rucksacks onto the ground and began to spread out, following Pennysworth as he quietly made his way towards the carcass of the beast. As they drew closer a figure draped with hides stepped into view and knelt before the dead buck. A slender, tan hand slid out from underneath the furs and, bracing itself with its foot, grabbed the arrow that was stuck in the deer’s chest. As the arrow freed itself, the figure stumbled backwards. The hood of its cloak fell back, revealing a soft face bordered with dark red hair. The long line of soldiers stirred with silent motion as signals flew back and forth between them, most ranging on par with what is expected after three months on a ship with an all male crew. Pennysworth caught Daryl’s eye with a disapproving look and nodded his head towards the woman, making a smug ‘after-you’ gesture. Daryl smiled back and began to creep upon the woman who was now beginning to work on the deer with a knife. Sighing softly Pennysworth motioned to the others to circle up while Daryl began to cautiously close the distance.

“Pardon me, Madam, would you happen to know if there’s a good pub in the area?”

The woman spun immediately, tossing a bit of intestine into Daryl’s face before she charged in, bearing him to the ground. His hands fought for a grip on her arms as she began to twist away and raised the knife. He paused internally for a moment and began to reflect on the situation. “That mouth of yours will get you into trouble one of these days,” his mother had warned. The knife began to descend just as a large dark hand wrapped around hers, pulling her off of the screaming soldier and the ground itself. The woman began to kick and punch with her free hand, trying to break Marmoth’s hold on her, but to no avail. As Marmoth’s eyes twinkled from the sight of Daryl squirming on the ground, mixing in dead leaves and dirt as he tried to scrape the blood and gore from his face to the sight of the woman dangling from his arm she became still, her face becoming a stone of anger and her eyes locked onto the ground.

After all sharp objects on her person were confiscated and her arms and legs bound, they gathered around Pennysworth and the fallen buck.

“So it’s a brand? Who’s fast enough to brand a deer?” asked one of the soldiers.

“Who’d want to?” asked another.

“Quiet now boys,” Pennyworth commanded as he began to skin the brand off, “looks a bit Uldarish, don’tcha think? Surly, come on over, tell me whatcha think.”

Surly jogged over and looked at the piece of skin for a moment. “It looks like our word for ‘man’, sir.”

“Bit odd. Is that how you Uldarians mark your cattle?”

“I’m not sure we have cattle to mark anymore, sir,” Surly said, biting off each word.

“Enough of that. Alright, let’s get this turned around. We might be able to make camp by nightfall.”

“Didn’t Commander Siegfried want us to get to the spire though?” asked Daryl, blood and dirt drying on his face.

“I’m sure he’d much rather keep such fine and excellent soldiers alive than risk us running into more like her,” said Pennysworth, clapping Daryl on the shoulder. “Besides, I’d rather not have to write home to your mum and tell her some other wild lady managed to do what your sisters surely tried.”

“Yessir?” asked Surly.

“Surely,” said Pennysworth.

“It’s Surly, sir.”

“Right you are. Get moving.”

As they made their way back, the fog slowly started to reappear and the sun began to set. The group lit their torches off of the flint and steel Richard had smartly packed away. They marched faster as a small chill drew into the forest, accentuating the dampness in their feet from the streams they had crossed carelessly. They lost their way once where the rowers had taken a break from marking the trees in favor of passing around a bottle of smuggled spirits. Pennysworth ranted and raved as they continued to plow ahead blindly, coming across an outcropping of four tall stones, each standing as tall and as thick as two men, with carvings etched into their surfaces. Surly was called forward yet again in hope of translating their meanings.

“Well, t’at one looks like ‘burn’ and rig’t below it is ‘dog’ I think,” he said as his fingers traced the patterns in the rock.

“And that one?” Pennysworth said, pointing at the second pillar.

“Could be ‘reach’ or ‘arm’. And t’at one is ‘water’ rig’t after t’ose.” Surly lightly traced each carving with his outstretched hand as he went along.”

Pennysworth’s charcoal pen scratched along his makeshift map. “Uh-huh, and what else?”

“ ‘Curved’, ‘metal’, and ‘thunder’ … not sure what t’e second one on t’is is. Looks like someone’s come along and smas’ed t’at bit out.”

The charcoal pencil ground against Pennysworth’s ear and his lips tightened. “Alright, let’s get moving. We can’t be too far off the path.”

They were not. An hour after the sun had settled beyond the veil of the fog they were wandering into the torchlight of the camp, patrolling soldiers calling out warily as they approached. The rowers and the doctor parted as the soldiers made their way through the throng of tents and bright campfires. An extra tent was erected and a post dug into the ground in the center of it. Their feisty companion was silently tied to the post and Pennysworth dismissed the rest. Kneeling in front of the woman, sharing a cold stare with her as the tent flap swung shut, he began to speak in a low, calm voice.

“You’ve grown quite a bit.”

She smiled. “A lot can change in five years, Penny.”

“How’s your father?”

“He’s almost ready. The bird arrived a week before your ship was in sight.”

“Should still be a week from advancing, I would say.”

“We’re ready as soon as needed. I see Marmoth has came back with you. Has he found a wife yet?”

“Seems not too much has changed.”

She blushed slightly and shook her head, smiling all the while. He ruffled her hair and began to stand as Daryl poked his head through the tent flap.

“Ey’ Sarge, figured you’d want the Commander to know, so we just sent a runner to go fetch him. Oh, hello lady, remember me?”

A look flashed over Pennysworth’s eyes as he swung a fist into Daryl’s temple.

“You damned fool! You told him she’s here? How stupid are you?”

Daryl tumbled out of the tent and began to crawl backwards as Pennysworth stepped out of the entrance.

“I f-figured he’d want to see what she knew about the island! I think you broke something!”

Pennysworth pulled Daryl up by his collar. “Do you not have ears? Don’t you know what he did when they took Uldar? His prisoners?” Another fist crossed over Daryl’s face, snapping his head back. “Why would the king send a full rank like him on an expedition you idiot?” he hissed. He let go of Daryl’s coat, the soldier dropped to his knees and clutched his jaw.

“Sorry, sir. What happened?”

Pennysworth motioned across the way to Marmoth, then gave a warning glance to the few onlookers who had gathered around. The small crowd dissipated quickly, leaving the two by their campfire. Marmoth passed them and ducked into the tent as Pennysworth began to speak.

“Surly’s damn lucky to be alive today. Had he been a woman, or even slightly prettier…well, you get the idea. Now go clean your equipment, boy.”

Pennysworth turned and ducked in through the tent opening as Daryl began to pick himself up off the ground, stumbling as he passed back through the small path between the tents.

Pennysworth stood in his private tent, an ornate rug covering the grass underneath. A small lantern illuminated the three figures inside. Marmoth sat on a small stool in the corner while the lady reclined on a bedroll, chewing slowly on a piece of dried meat.

“We’ve got about five more,” he said, “have you finished marking that map?”

“Yes Penny, I told you that a moment ago. Not much changes here.”

“Well I just didn’t know if they’d burned through their last home yet. Had to make sure. You sure it’s going to be tonight?”

“That slave of yours activated the runes, so it won’t be long.”

“Rower,” said Marmoth.

“Rower, slave, it’s all the same to the King.”

“He won’t be one much longer. Make note of him. It’s time to go.”

Pennysworth nodded to the two as Marmoth swung a large hooded cloak over the lady’s hides and they exited the tent, heading towards the western tree line. Pennysworth stood alone in the tent looking at his map, waiting for the inevitable sounds. They came shortly, Siegfried’s booming voice demanding his presence outside of the tent. As he calmly strode out he smirked at Siegfried fumbling with his belt.

“Where is she?”

“Escaped sir, I’ve sent Marmoth and the others to track her down.”

“Escaped? Right out from under us?”

“I’m afraid so sir, she seemed very crafty for a savage. She even managed to get an upper hand on one of the privates when we found her.”

“This is inexcusable! The King said this was an uninhabited island! If there are enemies here, other nation’s filth on what is rightfully his, it is our sworn duty to interrogate and eliminate the problem. You will pay for this, Sergeant Pennysworth. Jorg, whip him, then send the cook to my tent.”

Pennysworth turned, eying the gathering crowd. Daryl’s puzzled face popped out with him, and his jaw set as a steely gaze was exchanged. Shortly after, the doctor came to his tent to close his wounds. Pennysworth gritted his teeth each time the needle dug through his skin, but smiled at the possibilities that the future held.

“Quite a waste of good skin, this is,” the doctor commented, “but I can see this has not been the first time.”

“Keep stitching.”

Small flickers of orange light dotted the darkness below the trees after the camp had settled in for the night, only sentries and odd rower or two awake. A few stopped to stare, their boots slipping slightly in the already well worn ruts circling the tents. The well learned ones briefly made out the advancing shapes of tooth and nail. The others were lucky enough not to see creatures that clamped their jaws around their throats. It was a silent, bloody moment for all. The large pack of wolves, numbering in the hundreds began to make its way past the tents of the rowers, sniffing the ground silently as they ran, searching. The camp erupted in noise as the wolves made their way to the inner circles, tents caving in under their weight, screams bubbling from torn throats. Swords and spears and knives rattled together as men awoke and horns blared. Cries from both man and wolf called out their deaths, from either the steel tip of a pike parting the thick white fur of a neck or of a windpipe being savaged and torn free. Tents began to catch fire, filling the clearing with a thick black smoke as the fat used guard against water began to smolder and billow up into the night. Outside of the Commander’s tent, the personal guards were coated in blood and bits of fur, swinging long spears towards the circling menace. One soldier charged, screaming defiance into the snarling maw of the pack. He skewered one to the ground, twisting his lance as it whimpered and shuddered. Two more filled its spot, teeth sinking into his arms before he could withdraw, and dragged him off his feet away from the safety of his group. His legs kicked frantically as his shouting form disappeared from sight.

A long, low tone sounded in the distance, calling the attention of man and beast alike. The wolves began to back out slowly, weary and tired soldiers following them every step of the way. Groups were cornered and slaughtered, tooth and nail no longer a match for forged steel. The ones that made it past the rower’s tents turned and ran quickly back into the forest. Once all were gone or dead, the camp laid quiet save for the cries of the wounded. Most of the tents were in shambles, and the rowers were roused and kicked into helping reassemble them. Siegfried peeked out of his tent, surveying the scene. His lips were set in a snarl as he called for the doctor. He paced a short rut in front of his tent as he waited. The doctor came jostling down the pathway, white coat smudged with dirt and blood and an odd smile on his face.

“How bad is it?”

“Oh quite bad, quite bad, sir. Seems like we have lost nearly forty men, and twice that wounded.”

The commander spat on the ground and kicked the nearest corpse he could find. “Don’t waste your time counting rowers. I want to know how many good men were hurt.”

“Oh well, that’s just it you see,” the doctor said, his eyes blinking rapidly as his grin widened, “the rower’s tents are all in order, aside from the few that caught on fire.”

“So, one hundred-twenty dead or wounded? Only soldiers?”

“Correct, sir.”

“Take a few hands with you, get them patched up now.”

“There may be a slight problem with that as well, sir. Those who were wounded, well, they’re not bleeding. It’s like the wounds have been burnt. There’s really no need for me to waste any thread, aside from idle fancy really, but if you insist…” He cut off quickly. The commander was already walking back inside of his tent, followed shortly by a blonde runner. The doctor grinned widely at the guards left standing. They shifted uneasily and started to back away.

“And you’re sure this is where their den is, Pennysworth?”

“Yes Commander, all the blood and tracks led there. Good half a day’s walk to the rim of mountains to the west. Quite a wide cave.”

“Organize your unit with my guard. Get some rowers and the oil. We’re going to deal with these pests.”

“As you wish.”

The rowers struggled to carry the casks of oil towards the mouth of the cave. They glanced around nervously at each other, lowering their eyes as not to catch the Commander’s notice.

Siegfried turned and whispered commands to his guard, standing with a hand propped on his hip, a triumphant smile emblazoned on his face. Wicks were stuffed into freshly drilled holes, and fire set to each. On a silent count of three, the guards kicked the casks into the cave. They disappeared into the dark, leaving small trails of burning oil as they tumbled out of sight. An explosion followed that caused the ground to quiver, and howls began to echo from the depths of the cave.

Richard huddled next to Daryl and gave him a worried look. The long spear trembled in his hands.

“Do those rocks look kinda black to you?”

“Aye, I dunno,” Daryl answered, his eyes set on the cave.

“Almost like charcoal or the stuff we saw from the burning mountains when we enlisted.”

The company stood and watched as the darkness of the cave began to change into a bright, orange glow, the howls subsiding and soon growing silent. The Commander began to clap and laugh to himself.

“Well done gentlemen, well done. I suppose their price has been paid.”

“I wouldn’t be so sure, Commander Siegfried,” a voice called out to him from above. Necks craned to look at the rocky ledge above the cave as a tall man stepped out from behind the scrubs littering the mountainside. His hair was slightly matted and gray, trailing down into his braided beard. He sat down on the ledge and let his feet dangle off of it, smiling as the large, curved axe in his hands came to rest across his knees. Siegfried’s face flushed.

“And just who are you and what are you doing on this island? I demand your answer in the name of the King!”

“My name’s not important. But yours on the other hand. Quite important to have reached so far. I must say it’s a pleasure to finally meet you, if only for this short little while.”

“So you know my name, do you? What are you then, an Uldar rebel? Who are your people? I can’t quite place your accent.”

“That’s because you’re looking for one, dearest Commander. All I can say, as not to spoil our fun, is that you should probably start running.”

With that he brought a horn to his lips and blew a long, low tone. Siegfried began shouting at his guard, ordering them to bring the man down from the rocks. The men began to advance, climbing back over the boulders towards the mouth of the cave. The glow that it held within began to grow brighter and brighter, changing from orange to a flickering blue. A lone wolf emerged from the cave, its white fur shining as small flickers of blue danced down its back and tail. It began to walk towards the advancing soldiers. Its paws began to sink into the rocks with small puffs of yellow smoke as it swayed towards them, tongue lolling out to the side. It was soon followed by many more, the heat from their gathering mass radiating down to the group at the base of the rocks which had begun to smoke. The howls began again, hot air visibly flowing up and out of their mouths. Siegfried had barely choked out an order for retreat before he realized his troops had already taken the initiative. As they entered the forest again they heard the same long, low note vibrate the trees around them.

“Get in the damn boat and get me back to the Grace now!”

“But Commander, shouldn’t we load your thin-”

“I said row!”

The camp began to wilt as tents were dismantled at the sight of the Commander tearing through the pathways and trying to push a rowboat into the bay by himself. They had no orders, but did realize when the figure of power is crying and trying to get off the island, it would be best to do the same. Pennysworth and Marmoth walked around their tent, halfheartedly dismantling it as they watched the Commander’s boat speed towards the opening of the bay. Half of the other boats were loaded when the first sound of timber snapping echoed off of the water and up into the rock walls. Every eye trained on the water as large, green and black limbs flew up around the Commander’s boat like great pythons. They pummeled down onto the rowers, shattering the deck and flinging corpses out into the water. Screams erupted and resounded up to the shoreline. The Commander stood on the remains of the deck, sword drawn and slashing at the assailing tendrils. The other boats had stopped being loaded. The water around the shattered boat began to bubble and the tendrils sunk back into the deep, green water. Broken bodies of rowers began to disappear underneath the waves in small clouds of blood, leaving only the Commander standing on a raft of battered wood, sword drawn, coat ragged and soaked.

Daryl and Richard stood in the sand, their tent and rucksacks bundled in their arms, jaws slack and eyes wide. Cries from the man on the raft reached the shore, begging for help. Soldiers and rowers alike merely stood and stared. There was nothing to do but wait.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

And there's nothing I can do...

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How would Houdini handle this? Rob laid there as he waited for the blurred memories of the night before to settle. Marie’s back pressed tightly to him, her smooth legs brushing against his as they shifted up towards her chest. The combined effects of the morning, the feeling of moving, bare skin, and the remainder of alcohol in his system sent a jolt through Rob that made him all too aware of his nerve endings and the situation he was in. He smiled as a lock of Marie’s blonde hair fell away from her shoulders as she shifted in her sleep, and his legs instinctively worked their way up to cradle hers. He let out a hesitant breath, careful not to stir her hair, to tickle her skin. Just make the moment last a little longer. They were laying on the thin, cotton sheets of her bed, of which the other side somehow wrapped around his body and was clenched, much to his dismay, in her ruby red fingertips.

He could make out those fingernails trailing along his lips and down No No No. He carefully shook his eyes from side to side. It was much too precarious to change moving his neck muscles, to dare disturb the pillow that her golden head was resting upon. Lessee, Houdini, straightjackets, dislocate the shoulder and we’re home free! A minute passed, and he had still had not managed to dislocate his shoulder by sheer willpower. Rolling towards his back, he tested her grip on the sheet. It budged slightly, stressing against his back, and giving just a smidgen of room. He pursed his lips and took another deep breath, and began to slowly inch his way out from underneath the sheet, his fingers and ankles working in small movements to drag his body across the bed like an overweight inchworm. A little at a time, slow and steady. His feet touched the floor and his weight shifted off of the bed with the greatest care. Thank you memory foam, you have just saved me a lot of … humiliation I guess? He stood at the foot of the bed for a moment, surveying the wreckage of a long term friendship. It lay there crashed upon eggshell colored icebergs, soft and smelling of detergent. A stray beam of morning sunshine crept in through the blinds where one long plastic strand refused to glide into place with the rest and began to make its way up Marie’s face. A brief flash of horror clouded over Rob’s eyes as he rushed his naked form across the floor to fidget with the string attached to the blinds. A slow breath crept out from his lung and he began to silently ruffle through the pile of clothes in the corner, picking out and untangling his jeans and shirt from a frilly blue bra and matching blouse.

He slid his clothes on as if they had bells attached; the fabric scraping across his skin was a symphony inside of his head. Nothing but silk from now on. As he pulled his shirt on and began to button it, he caught a glimpse of himself in the full length mirror next to the door leading out into the hallway of Marie’s apartment. His rumpled hair, the gel long rubbed out by greedy hands, the long creases and missing button in his shirt, along with the red eyes of a recovery victim gave away his true nature. Idiot… He sighed and turned back to the bed, eyes sweeping across the pictures of vacations, parties, and life events that all held the same beautiful face framed by long blonde hair. He noticed he was in a few and turned back to the pictures for a moment. Two children riding those clunky plastic tricycles down a suburban street, green grass cut to uniform height and trees arching over the wide road. Two friends laid back on the stoop of an apartment building made of red brick, ivy tracing its way up through the wrought iron fence that appeared to make three square feet of solid concrete a suitable yard. A picture of graduation night, the brown haired boy and blonde haired girl cheek to cheek in black robes, red and black tassels drooping from their square caps, one pressed in between their cheeks, smiles as big as could be, with a myriad of classmates milling about in the background. Wow, Ben’s mom was really, really hot. I should go home more. There was a slight rustling of covers behind him and he whipped around.

He spun around, almost losing his grip on the shoes in his hand, and breathed a sigh of relief to see Marie was only nuzzling her face into the pillow, a small spot of dampness forming where her mouth was pressed against the casing. He stood still for a moment more, watching her chest rise and fall with the gentle rhythm of sleep. Rising and falling and rising and falling and more images from the night before shot into Rob’s mind. Rising and falling and oh god, stoppit! Go, go! Get gone out now! Yet he couldn’t tear his eyes away from her figure, gently reclined in a room of matching colors and memories. She was familiar; he had felt her skin against his before. The rubbing of arms as they sat together for lunch, the football games in Fogway Park, bumping into one another as they sifted through the crowds on their way to work, he to the recording studio, her to the dentist’s office. Still, this skin before him, this figure he had only seen draped in professional blouses and skirts, colorful sun dresses and the occasional t-shirt and jeans, was completely alien and even more enticing than he had ever imagined. He took a chance to feel her again, to feel the rush of relief. Approaching the bed slowly he set his shoes on the floor, making certain to not let the hard rubber soles click together. He bent over her and brushed another long lock of hair away from her temple and planted a soft kiss before righting himself. His eyes prepared for one last look of the scene. The pictures on the wall, the dresser pressed neatly against the wall with a myriad of snowglobes lined up masterfully, the pile of clothes in the corner, the shoe tree hanging on the door to the walk-in closet, the perfect pattern in the beige rug, and most of all, the form in front of him.

His eyes trailed down her legs for a moment, and a brief moment of brilliance flashed into his mind. She’s always complained about her damn feet getting cold. Wouldn’t wear socks because she thought it’d look stupid. You’re sleeping, so what? She’s as stubborn now as she was then. He gingerly lifted the edge of the sheet that he was recently trapped under and began to drape it over her body and as an afterthought tucked the pillow he had been issued behind her, smiling as she settled her weight back unconsciously. His head shook from side to side as he smiled. Taking up his shoes he began to tiptoe towards the hallway, the carpet yielding to the graceful contours of his toes. His foot touched the cold tile and a shiver went up his legs.

“And just where the hell do you think you’re going?”

The shiver downshifted and slammed on the gas, careening towards his brain as a full-on spasm, but not before making a detour that slapped his stomach hard enough to make it churn. Houdini wasn’t expecting it, either. Rob turned his head sheepishly over his shoulder and saw Marie pushing herself out of bed with one arm, the other throwing back the sheet as her legs swung down to the floor. His lips parted and a soft sound began to unfold on his tongue as a pillow flew across the room and caught him in the face, sending him stumbling into the hallway, the cold floor pricking at his feet.

“Nice touch with the pillow you jackass. Stick around, we’ll have breakfast,” Marie said as she strolled past him and down the hall, making a quick right into the bathroom and the door sound of the door shutting behind her mimicked the sound of Rob’s heart in his chest. He looked at the sneakers in his hands and sighed. The white canvas had long since lost its shine, but they had always stuck with him through the hard times. He tossed them back into Marie’s room and began to make his way to the kitchen. As the muffled sound of the shower clicking on filled the small apartment, Rob began searching through the refrigerator for something to eat. Bread, leftover pasta, a couple bottles of cheap red wine, a brick of cheese, milk, and a few eggs were all that occupied the bright white space aside from the entire selection of rare and unique condiments that filled the door space. Chutneys from Taiwan, Dijon from the grocery store, duck sauce packets from deliveries from Colonel Kim’s Western Style BBQ, this collection had it all. He snaked the ketchup out from behind the chutney collection and pulled a few eggs from their pastel blue carton and headed to the stove.

An hour later after Marie had showered and, much to Rob’s dismay and relief, dressed herself, they sat down at a simple but efficient meal of cheese omelets at the small table next to the stove. They ate in relative silence, spots of conversation emerging from Marie but dwindling on Rob’s responses. He whisked away the plates and silverware after they finished and then sat down across from Marie as she looked out of the window, her eyes following the early Sunday pedestrian traffic of the city. She twirled her coffee cup idly, red fingertips guiding the white porcelain with unfocused care.

“Some party, huh?” she said.

“Uh…yeah. Can’t believe Marcus tried to make it from the roof to the pool.”

“Dentist’s do know how to party I suppose.”

“Yeah,” he said, a nervous chuckle popping from his lips, “must be a blast to work for the guy.”

“Oh you know,” she said, trailing off to a place only her eyes could see.

“Um, well, I should probably be going, gotta let the dog out and all,” he said as he pushed his chair back.

“No, sit. Just for a bit.”

And here we go.

He cleared his throat and looked up. “Look, about what happened between us last night, y’know, you and me and well, all of that, it’s fine, I’m not going to be weird about it or anything. I was drunk, you were drunk, hell, I think your boss’ cat was drunk. It’s fine, it was just casual, I’m alright with that.” You suck at lying, Robert. Way to go champ. He finally closed his mouth and found an interesting pattern on the tabletop of which to trace while he waited for her response. Her fingers hesitated on the smooth, white cup and her lips drew in between her teeth if only for a moment. She smiled broadly with just the right amount of teeth as her head turned towards him, her hair flowing around her shoulders. That’s part of the business. With her eyes darting down quickly she cleared her throat.

“Yeah, casual. Everyone makes a drunken mistake now and then right?” she said, her eyes sparkling gently, “besides, you’ve been there through them all and you know how I feel about the whole relationship thing nowadays. Besides, why ruin a good thing?”

Yeah, I know how you feel. Never make a current relationship a new one. Rule #8, brought on by George the Dental Supplies Specialist.

“Anyways, I’ve got to run some errands and you know Bowser hates it when you’re out all night.”

“Yeah, uh, alright, I’ll just go grab my shoes and be out of your hair. Um, still doing lunch on Monday?”

“Don’t we always?” she said, eyebrows raising.

“Um, alright, well, ok.”

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Rob could hear Bowser’s nails tap against the cheap tiling that coated his third floor walk-up when he slid the key into the lock. He twisted it open quickly and let himself inside only to be mauled by a large greyhound, bouncing and licking and acting a general fool.

“Hey! Hey! No jump! No jump! Attaboy, attaboy,” he said as he patted the dog on the head. He headed towards his own kitchen, throwing his keys across the room onto the sofa in front of his entertainment system. “Did ya miss me? Huh? Didja?” The dog answered by yawning, sitting down behind Rob, and staring. Bowser’s nose wiggled and his chest heaved with every breath, his face following Rob’s movements across the kitchen while he went from the refrigerator to the trashcan to dispose of the bottle cap he had just removed from a dark green bottle. Rob leaned against the kitchen counter and stared out through the window in his living room, sipping from the bottle while the dog sat patiently. He finally snapped out of his own little world and looked his dog in the eyes.

“What?”

Bowser said nothing.

“Oh come on. Stop that.”

Still nothing from the canine.

“Don’t you judge me!” Silence. “Look, you know what the deal is with her. It wouldn’t work and we’d eventually end up hating each other. Besides, I wouldn’t be able to go over to her Mother’s house for Thanksgiving anymore if that happened. And you’d suffer too, ya mutt!”

Bowser’s nose twitched ever so slightly.

“Hey, I know a few of your friends who wouldn’t like you so much anymore if you tried to mount them regularly. I saw the way you looked at that Pomeranian from 2B. You’re not fooling anyone. Stop looking at me damnit. What do you want from me?!”

One random thought permeated the dog’s small mind: Food.

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Four months passed, Marie and Rob still met for lunch every Monday, him telling stories about Killasaurus Coma recording some heavy grunge tracks in the studio and then proceeding to use the bass guitarist as a battering ram against the soundproof glass, the reason they gave being that ‘sound proof glass is made by the man, man’ with lots of extra A’s attached to the last. She relayed information on just how well someone with a drill in their mouth can articulate four letter words, and at which decibel level the waiting room clears out, giving her the day off aside from the random phone call from adjacent businesses worrying if there had been a murder. They partied with mutual friends, but never alone, and Rob always refused his shots of tequila while Marie seemed to have no problem tipping hers up. It was tedious for Rob to refrain from any sort of physical contact; always making sure she had plenty of room if they had the misfortune of being squeezed into the same side of a booth, their walks to work having a bit more space between the two, subtle changes to anyone but him. To him it seemed as if a vast rift had opened between the two.

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They sat in Marie’s kitchen, omelets with ham and cheese this time. ‘Living the high life’, she had called it. The dishes were once again swept away, and nothing remained but two cups of coffee and silence. Marie broke, or rather shattered that silence.

“So I’ve started seeing someone.”

Rob’s chest tightened. “Oh yes?”

“Yes, um, you remember Marcus, right? He’s one of the dent-“

“Yeah, roof jumper, handsome guy, well good I guess.” His teeth started to grind. How appropriate.

“That’d be him. I know it’s breaking my own rules, but I figured ‘hey, why not’ you know? Not many suitors have come a knocking, so to speak. Might as well go out on a limb.”

“Heh, I guess if that’s the direction you wanna go, get with it.” Oh, fuck you.

She winced slightly at the nonchalance in his voice. Her jaw set firmly for a moment and she took a slow sip of coffee and carefully placed her mug on the table, turning it slowly after it was in place. Her nails were green now. “Well, I had hoped for other directions, but there was the whole big deal about ‘casual’ and whatnot…”

“Wait, what?” Wait, what?!

Marie let out a small sigh and simply stared at the swirling pool of black liquid in her hands.

“What the hell Marie?”

“What the hell, indeed Robert.”

“I was just playing by your god damn rules! Isn’t that what you’ve always picked up from the idiots you date? I wanted you, sure, but I didn’t want to complicate things!”

“Oh! Oh! And you haven’t complicated things anyways? Acting like I have the plague? Being a total buzzkill when we’re out with Marty and Jennifer? What the hell do you call that? I would have much preferred taking a chance at us than deal with you acting like I’m some kind of freak-show alien!”

“But you let me walk out of here! Sat there, right there, and didn’t say a damn thing while I made a fool out of myself. I thought what I said was what you wanted.”

They were standing now. Facing off like two great warriors, each ready to snap and go berserk.

“Maybe you should suck it up and stop doing what I want!”

“What?”

“Listen to me Rob; Grow. A. Pair,” her finger poked into his chest, punctuating each word.

“You know what? Screw you, I’ve done nothing but try to show you how I’ve felt, but you were so damn adamant about those rules I had to hold back. But now those rules aren’t there anymore, I guess it’s time to say what I feel now; fuck it, I’m done with this.”

As the door closed behind him, he could hear Marie’s mug shatter against it, and he could imagine the white, porcelain pieces sprinkling to the tile in the foyer. He made it to the street and began to walk when he heard a voice call out “Hey asshole!” and barely saw the falling object in time to dodge out of the way. Shattered glass and water sprayed out against the concrete. Rob knelt down and picked up the crushed base of a snowglobe. His thoughts ran wild.

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She just tossed out the snowglobe I got her when I went to France. Six months in that country and the only thing I could think about was what would be the perfect gift to get Marie. Something subtle, something collectible, something she would hold onto. Six months and I finally found a snowglobe that fit her. I wrapped it up in so much cushioning to transport it home, it’s all I could fit into my carry-on, but it was worth it to see her smile when I got back to the city to give it to her. I was so happy to see her smile again. Six months in France, famous wines and cheeses and sights and people and the only thing that mattered was making a certain girl back home smile. And...oh…oh no…oh…

Rob’s memory kicked into overdrive. He’d told this story once already, after Marcus had shattered his ankle and almost drowned, and while under the wonderful effects of alcohol.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

And even with the lights out we'll glow...

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Crank it up.


I watch Capoeria.

And I can feel myself become weightless.

My legs know the movements, my head realizes the vertices on which I can twist and suspend my figure in moment for a moment.

Yet my back realized its limitations, and keeps me from flowing to and fro in my house.

Eins would not approve.

Yet I feel a gliding feeling deep withing my sternum, growing and flowing and glowing.

I get off.

There is a passion hidden in the hearth that cannot be explained with simple words in simple times by simple minds.

The feeling of companionship as you glide over the surface almost like ice, heel to toe, I will forever remember that day we crashed and burned and got back up yet to do it again, swinging in the lift to catch that perfect rail, to accomplish what keeps us young, to completely hate our bodies enough to suffer and enjoy.

Jason, thank you. It'll be the best we've ever known.

And the snow falls, cutting communication. I always knew it made everything silent, serene, and ultimately beautiful in the silence very few can achieve. Muffling the cars from the freeway, letting us walk in peace and solidarity, observing the beauty that we never experience when the air is clear and dry and the sounds come vaulting over the boundaries. But I want a certain voice to speak out to me, to call, to fill my mind and shake the rules I have identified for myself.

Snow, the curse and blessing of my winter.

To my sister, tribulations may pop up here and there, we may run and laugh and glide and slide and complain about the bruises we receive, but I am truly glad of the things we share, and the times we laugh and carry on. Don't forget, even the small things matter. Cry as you need, but remember tomorrow comes, as does a completely new person.

I'm staring at my reflection on my glass topped desk, and I must say, I am not pleased with what I see. It is not as I have wanted, as I once was, prime and peak, the capabilities of many men. I frown, and I can see it not only in the hell bound curves of my mouth, but in my eyes. A stillness that does not tolerate weakness. Perhaps that's not a bad thing but the weakness it does no longer tolerate is my own.

Poetic, is it not? I have been accused of many things, but nothing else has hurt so much.

I saw a girl, laughing and smiling in New York, and I have only told one other person about it till now.

She was about seven or eight, as happy as can be with one hand firmly in her father's grasp, the other gingerly balanced within the palm of her mother's. It was a sensation I felt. A child, pure innocence and outlook for a bright future. Yet as I told that one person, I couldn't help but wonder: Who's going to fuck your life up darling? Who's going to change you? How hard? And how badly? And after the change, how happy will you be for the future? And in the end, when your head is held high, what will you think back upon? I hope you envision that city, so bright and large and crowded and

loving. Forced in together, you have no choice but to attempt to survive.

Do so, for your sake and the future of your lineage.

Yet I call out to the path of my own. And what I see before me is desolate.

But I am not clairvoyant. I possess not the ability to see the circumstances which will lead to my rise/downfall. And I don't want to. It's much more interesting to see exactly how things play out in real time.

I see my reflection and I smile, genuinely.

First time in a long time.

And I owe it all to.







Ain't that just a bitch?

Bwahahahahahahaha.

I am as weightless now as I have ever been, and I ride the currents of YOUR thoughts. Yours.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

And the sugar don't stop...

As always: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SjVZB34ibNo


I dunno, just kinda feel like I need to throw something up here.

I've got three little books, all bound in black.

One for business.

One for observations.

And one for the thing.

For business, I find old outlines of my resume, places I wrote down to call for rent check, etc. etc. Had a to-do list. Never got done.

The second.

"Why am I here? To be the next Dante. Who else is more referred and alluded to?"

"I'm so tired."

"The heavier the metal, the more umlauts."

"*Mark - Scruffy but cool ex-nursing major. Knows Mitch from H.S. Works @ coffee shop. Very personable."

"The same 6-button wool peacoats. The bootcut jeans. The fried hair swept across the eyes. Daintily puffing on a cigarette in a shadowed doorway. Refusing to return a nod or 'hello'."

"It would be nice if life were like a song, that way the music would do all the work."

"I hate how this asshole is always late. It's disrespectful, even if this is a 101. He should be ingraining the correct procedures on these kids. But hey, I'm not the one with a Ph.D."

"The sound of a thousand people applauding mimics that of a toilet flushing."

"Fairy tales don't come true, but we can always hope. That's what keeps us going, isn't it? To keep working towards that point of perfection where things become nice again."


The third book.

"Always give a reason why."

Bis Später.